16 July 2009

16 July 2009

Yes, I wrote today. I'm not exactly sure how coherent I was, after all I was at work, which typically doesn't foster inspiration or, for that matter, consciousness.

It was a good day, despite my terribly slow and labored start. I actually enjoyed some of the mindless exchanges on the forums. I also enjoyed the LA Times crossword since it was light on lateral thought. I wonder if I'll ever know why it escapes me so easily. Oh well.
Strengths? Positives? I extended my trust to a coworker whom I trust. I have really worked to be able to do that. I will admit that I have built up a defense of feigned apathy and indifference as to the possibility of betrayal, but I'm only fooling myself, and that rather ineffectively.
One more small accomplishment I'd mention is the fact that I've remembered to do my homework. I do care, and I think I would really like to know what life is like without all of my negativity.

Anyway, good night, or morning, whatever you call this.