17 July 2009

17 July 2009

Wow! I just thought of a positive!

I am a considerate lover. As overweight and repulsive as I feel I can still show my wife that I love her in a language she understands. Yes, in typical Eric fashion, I do see the flip side to the positive. I know that if I focus on pleasing her, putting her needs before mine, when it's my 'turn' I can work at my own pace, whatever that may be at that moment.
However, since I am operating slightly under the influence of passion, I dare say that what I've just described sounds more like experience than compensation for an imagined inadequacy.

So it's a positive. I am a good lover to my wife.
On a side note today was rough. She's in a lot of pain and neither of us got enough sleep. The positive side of that, if it makes any sense, is that I was actually productive at work.

I've become a decent webmaster after all. It is fun work when there's work to be had.

Anyway, I should try to sleep.